A pleasant day of nuditiy

That is what I am hoping for. I have not had the fantasies about the auctio that I thought I would. Surprisingly enough. Oh I have thought of it and for some reason being purchased by my wifes boss. Not to worry I do not think she is in the lifestyle and for that matter I do not think she is human. A five letter for a female dog would best describe her so in my mind I guess she would make a perfect Domme.

Something I am looking for in a Domme is a bitch. someone with little or no compassion. I have found some of the Dominants to be a little too nice you could say not strict enough , not evil enoughand thinking too much about safety issues to let go and have a good time. I woul dalso want my Domninant to enjoy seeing me struggling to comply as they plan to make it harder for me. Smiling away as their devilish plans are set in motion.
SO today I will do some nipple ball training so that they do not perceive me to be wimpy in those areas.

Off I go to do house work and laundry, always hoping for a female neighbor or a female postal employee to happen in on me, yes the front door is unlocked if you are in the area and if you do find me well a naked man just has to do what you want does he not. As for working naked? that will help me to accustom my self to cooler temperatures after all with out clothes you tend to feel a breeze

Auction count down

I was not going to start a count down nor think about the auction until at least Feb 1st. I felt if I did not think about it fantasies would not play out in my mind so then what ever happened would not have to live up to fantastic expectations. Good idea but I am in slave mode. No way can I just say I will not think about it. So what I will not do is write out a fantasy here. The last time I did something like that I was going to a bdsm camp. The fantasy that I wrote then was used as a blue print for the three days.

Very nice of the Domme to try and give me my fantasy, but what was I looking for was not my fantasy but the unknown. Not knowing wha tis going to happen for me is a wild experience and as long as it is some what evil in nature I enjoy it much more than having my fantasy. Her ideas were far more interesting to me. How far would she go ? would she force me to beg to stop as we agreed for the camp there was no safe words to be use, I was supposed to be a slave. I was supposed to have no say in anything from the time I entered the car to go and left the car to go home. Three days of the unkown and seeing how hard my limits could be pushed.

Sadly a good amount of the time was somewhat vanilla. Disappointingly we followed a fantasy I wrote just to past he time and it was not as exciting it was not the unknown that I crave. I do not think Dominants understand what subs and slaves truly need when they say they want, when they give up the control. They want that hard limits are respected but that soft limits are pushed they want the evil to surface in their Dominant. They wan to be at the mercy of the Dominant not the Dominant at the mercy of the slave's fantasy.

So if you are in Ottawa or going there for the auction and think you might have any interest in purchasing my services , then make sure you have been working on your wildest fantasies that you want to do with a slave that has no choice but to obey. After all in those two hours I am yours to do with as you wish after that I might just be figment of what your fantasy could have been.

Why a slave auction.

Because it takes away most of the the comfort zone involved in sessions and the lifestyle. The person you are sold to in this case will have little knowledge of me better than that I will have almost none of them. No mater how much it hurts there is a comfort zone playing with someone you know or have at least seen play. In a relationship you become knowledgeable of strengths and weaknesses of a Domme but at an auction in a city a few hours away from friends well you feel a lot more like a slave with out hope of being rescued. It just gives so much more for the imagination to work with. It will also give reason to comply more like a slave would have had to. After all , she will have my clothes locked in her car should she desire. At some point in the evening would it not be delicious for her to decide that my clothes were worth more than i was leaving me on a dark street in the middle of no where with only a smile on.Perhaps she may decide to keep me a little longer than 24 hours , chained in a basement some where.

I have always said that I am a slave, well this will be a chance to prove it. Of course I have some ways of chickening out , I might not have a lift to go as not many of my friend shave expressed and interest in going. I could say my health was bad that nagging cold. there is always a vanilla world full of reason why I could not go is there not.

We will see as the day approaches how willing I am to go and be sold off to any one!

The finished application

The Domme approve version:

Name: Drakor

(what ever you prefer to be called for the auction)

Age: 52

Sex: male

(genetics are not necessary, let us know how you identify, or will that night)

Role: slave

(dominant, top, switch, submissive, bottom)

Description: (tell us about you, your personality, your desires, experiences, hopes, dreams and aspirations, as much or as little as you like. This will help us introduce you and “show” you.)

Shy at first, bratty if you allow it, flogging spankings most forms of corporal punishment bondage hot wax and humiliation play . I love leather and chains but enjoy the embarrassment of wearing lingerie to please my Dominants . Doing chores as a slave acting as a maid ,house boy or char person all acceptable for this slave.

I would like to find a Domme , couple or group that will used me as a slave, for them. I use the term slave as in one that negotiates only once Then owner says and slave does excluding the hard limits set in the negotiation . My aspirations to experience slavery at it’s maximum level.

Service/Play to be Auctioned: (What are you auctioning? A special service perhaps? A specific type of play?)

What is included in the auction price well: a whipping boy for a long session , a servant for the night , a foot massage or something spontaneous that you have in mind. For two hours of you pleasure, saying what you wish done. What of a practice toy to devise new torture techniques on.

Special offer : . Perhaps your needs might be for a domestic slave for a future day Of course should you like the service this night and desire further service well all you have to do during the two hours is find out the secret words. Of course a session of evil torture to find out the words might be needed !

When: (Do you wish your service to be completed only the night of the auction? Or are you open to a later date?) 2 hours of service on the night with a special offer included

Health Issues: (do you have any health issues, or triggers that your “purchaser” should be aware of?) diabetic some eye problems

Limits: no face masks or gags piercing or permanent marks no catheter play and of course staying on the legal side of the law.

Safe words: (Do you prefer the red/yellow/green standard, or have a different preference?)

Red yellow green is fine

Off limits: (We understand that there may be some by whom for personal reasons you cannot be bought, and ask that you let us know in advance so that we can avoid any uncomfortable moments. Perhaps you are only comfortable being sold to women, or men. This information will be kept strictly confidential, and is requested simply so that we can assure that everyone has a wonderful time.)

1) I prefer to be sold to Women but couples (m/F or F/F) or groups are fine just not to single males

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Block Fantasy: (Let us know how you want your auction experience to go. Do you have a fantasy? Please share your vision with us so that we can help you realize it.)

. Most of my fantsies dwell on being forced into slavery through blackmail A co-worked or boss having photos of me, uses them to have power over me . After they tire of me and wish to sell me as chattel to another Dominant, more evil than the first or a gang for their pleasure. This is the reason for the auction.

What do you think worth a bid or not

A slave auction

A wild experience for subs to be sold into the unknown. One of the closest experiences to actual slavery. Now the fear sets in what if no one bids. As a 52 year old with equipment that at best is small dysfunctional how do I drive up the price to at least salvage some dignity. I had asked a few friends at the munch but they are undergoing their own difficulties that I am sure this was not the best time .

I sent off the form to a Domme friend and she said well how many blogs have you written and stories and you cannot write an intro that is stimulating and exciting. Yes I have written many stories about all sorts of things do you think I can put something to gehter now that I have need of it nope. So if cyber-space has an answer let me know will ya.