Where am i now

Another early morning sure wish everyone was out of the house soi could get into slave mode. Yes i did say that every one would be treated like a superior but really vanillas sometimes do not understand what they could have. To me thsi makes them boring at times.

I have had the pleasure of two of my friends dropping in for coffee while i have been in women's apparel. At first terrible embarrassing now it just seems right to be dressed in that manner and serving coffee. I am going . Though i feel i am preying on their friendship at times. After all it is sort of non consensual in a way. Well sort of. It would be more fun if a dominant had requested this action and that is missing. I am still in control of things npw dominant has said you are allowed friends over but you must be naked or in pink panties that is where the fun is. The lack of control or at least the idea of lack of control as we can always say no.

Where am i on my New Years resolutions well pretty good i am still as nice as possible to vanillas. i do not think i have argued with dominants and do try to seed to their requests when possible. I am either naked or in uniform that clearly would embarass me to be seen, for at least seven hours of the day. when i go out there is some thing under my clothes to remind me of my position in life right now. i try for it to be slightly visible. So i think they are being kept well the resolutions that is.

So that is where i am all dressed up but no where to go sort of thing. Perhaps i will find some one in need of maid or char person soon or at least some new ideas or protocols from a dominant to make it more interesting but a slave should be patient so panties and bra on and off to cut the grass oh yes jeans and shirt i do wish for a farmer dominant would be fun to be in only the panties and bra pulling a plough. lol.

Lst two days .

Last two days of slavery for a while. All experiments have time durations and for now or at least the next two weeks I am having some work done. It is very hard to barter and instruct workmen when you are naked.

The lack of clothing for some reason deprives oneself of the authority to be in charge with strangers. I most probably will be back to this experiment once the work is done. Till then, well just have to find something else to talk about here.

Is it shave time?

So is it time to shave it all off or do I keep my pelt for a while longer. That is the question does it make me feel more embarrassed not having that last bit of camouflage?

Ponderings!

Since my schedule has been posted for the week, I have time to ponder things.

First would be the use of a butt plug. It is used to stretch things, a silent item doing it’s earnest to cause discomfort. A nice idea but when being kept nude for most of the time does the plug remain a quiet enforcement of the dominants will? Should it also be used to be more of a humiliation when the slave is in that state?

Perhaps a lovely long pink tail should protrude from the plug? A short piggy tail could be reflective of behaviour. There is also a rig toss game that has always captured my interest.

Or should such tortures be hidden ones. How many cherries can be held while doing housework? Carrots would sort of show so do you leave the stalk on (the green leafy part)?

So many possibilities what is it you like to do with your slave and if I may ask why?

De-sensitized?

De-sensitize.

So one of my email friends, who reads my blog, but never comments would be nice if she did. Ask me an interesting question. Will I not become de-sensitized? Referring to being naked for so long.

I think that since I do not have a flow of people coming to the house this will not happen. I do not think the few friends I have had dropped in would cause as I still get embarrassed for them to see me like that.

I think it would take a lot more to make me comfortable at showing off this body of mine. I would like to know what others think. Hearing from some twenty four seven slaves that are kept like this all the time would be interesting to hear from.

monday schedule

Hermit time was always one maybe two days at a time but not for long. I am sating here anxious because in a few hours I will be naked. Self enforced to give me the feeling of what it would-be like to be a 24/7 slave.

Where once, I looked forward to my Hermit time it was exciting I must say that these days do not carry the same feeling. There is drudgery to it and if I could get a good reason I would be dressed today. I would say that though would be a let down or failure on my part to achieve the feeling I am after.

The schedule for the week is Monday and Thursday will be the big cleaning days. Vacuuming, washing floors and cleaning the bathrooms are on those days. The kitchen clean up is every day and Tuesdays and Fridays will be light days sweeping and dusting.

Today it is exercise at seven thirty then the kitchen followed by vacuuming. Washing the floors will be after lunch should some one pop by for a coffee if not twelve should do all.

Then a few minutes for writing, answering emails to two when I once again joining those with clothes.

first week in review

Overall, a good start to the week, rough at the beginning when it seemed I could not spell anything. The embarrassment at coffee and today when I found out that some days you just do not want to be naked. Slavery is a struggle when you are doing it without the presence of a dominant to keep you on track. So, thanks to my friend you stepped in and those online that were, happy to help. Ahead of me is a weekend, of being sweet, compliant and serving. a lot of rest before I have to get this naked ass into slaving naked again.

What follows is a breakdown of my feelings on the resolutions.

Resolutions

1. Health

· Exercising
· Sugar levels
· Testing
· Posture
· Keeping appointments
· diet

This section still needs work in all points but it was a good start to the week with improvements in all areas though small.





2. Other
· Keeping the den tidy
· Serving when and where I can
· Respecting Hermit time


Well yes naked for my seven hours a day but could be more subservient at home. The den just got straightened out today so a little lacks on certain chores around the house.




3. Daily Journals
· Private journal
· Public journal


I think in this area I have no problems posts happened on time.

4. Respect to all
· A slave used to be beneath all so anyone not a slave deserves respect
· No arguing or picking verbal fights with those due respect
· Proper use of language no swearing no slang.
· Checking spelling and grammar
· Being compliant when possible


I think the spelling and grammar is better not perfect yet but better. Swearing well I slipped a few times along with the proper use of language. No compliant with everyone yet. That is my opinion of course the best way to find out will be from comments.

Fridays schedule

I think it would be easier to go through a heavy session then get back on the exercise trail. The motivation to sit my ass on a cold seat and peddle for ten minutes is being stretched. Also being naked for at least seven hours a day, is taxing. When I have had dominants before I guess our sessions were not as long and certainly a paddle or belt would keep you warmed up.

So difficult but then a slave’s life is supposed to be. Schedule for tomorrow. At seven thirty, exercise for thirty minutes, and then clean the kitchen. Eight thirty dusting and vacuum the main level wash the floors and bathrooms. Once that is done, another purge for me after that a few minutes of quiet time would be nice if I had a cage or cupboard to relax in. Of for a shower and shave. Oh yes, it will be two and time to dress what fun.

Shaven or un-shaven is the uniform of a slave?

Is there a rule that slaves must be without hair in their private areas? Sorry, I guess that should be submissive, as slaves have no private areas. Does the lifestyle handbook describe at what lever you must shave a clean-shaven crotch? Subs can if they want to but slaves must have the naked look.

All this, because Morningstar, when over for coffee realized I had not shaved, She asked why and I said no one told me to. Should I not wait till a dominant is at a point where they want to play with me then they would instruct me as how I should present myself to them.

I know that being without hair is a form of humiliation look, reducing the slave to less then a man. Though in my case with out the hair some things might seem larger! The dominant might enjoy giving the slave their first shave like a getting to know process.

So, should a slave be clean-shaven on the cock and balls or should he wait till he is told to? I think that for a rule to be set at least thirteen people would have to vote for one or the other. A question should only dominants vote or can slaves also or sub missives? Where is that handbook I know Morningstart was supposed to write on years ago but you know how Bottoms are about slaving away?

Cold yet?

After seven hours of being naked, one truly appreciates getting dressed. No matter how warm a house is there is nothing like pulling on a fleece and suddenly feeling warm. I can see why clothes are such a reward for a slave.

The other day when Morning star twisted my nipples, I suddenly felt how cold they were. She chided me on my reaction, saying that they should be numb. I remembered that my teachers in wintertime always assigned a hand strapping for after lunch break. That would be when the hands were cold from playing outside.

Well almost all done as per my schedule I think it worked out well so good for me.

working out

Have you noticed that exercise equipment feels different when you work out in the nude? First, the seats should be heated; this sudden chill to the cheeks cannot be healthy. Then there is the ergonomics of the seats, as they seem to be made to interfere with the body parts or try to enter the body by the old divide and conquer. The covering of the seats who decided that a material that sticks would be a good idea of the areas that produce sweat?

Thank god for tiger balm, for those aches and pains and of course for cold testicles. A liberal dose with a good rub and summer heat returns to testicles and penis which in my case does not need the cold air to shrink it does it on it’s own. Exercising oh yes it is good for you at least, that is what I say when I first sit down!

Not a perfect start to the week. The number one thing for me was exercise in my resolutions yet a point at the bottom of the list in the forth paragraph seems to have taken precedent, spelling and grammar. Morning star pointed it out that I was not sticking to my schedule and that is true.

So my schedule for Thursday is as follows:
7: 30 strip and do the kitchen I hate walking into a kitchen that is unclean. At eight, exercise for thirty-five minutes. A twenty-minute work out on the Wii then ten minutes on the cycle followed by five minutes on the rowing machine. Around nine check my emails and the dreaded emails you have x number of mistakes. A deep cleansing of the inside of me next follows the house chores, we all know what that means. Clean the bathrooms that should bring me to two in the afternoon time to shower and dress.

Day two

Being naked in a club waiting to play or serve is highly titillating. The excitement being with lifestylers all really focused on what their session will be like to take notice of those around you. Then you have standing naked in front of friends after working all day having a coffee. Worse put your self in front of friends who as much as they are friends we have always taken pride in putting the other on the spot lets say. I think I was reminded fifty times by them not to cross my legs to move my hands and coffee cup out of the way of the family jewels. Also to move from behind the counter where I had quietly and secretively taken refuge.

Other friends after finding out what I was doing have returned my emails with messages such two spelling errors correct them and send it back. Morningstar has taken to doing the same with my blogs. Needless to say, I did not expect this. I am falling behind in my corrections while trying to keep up with the other resolutions luckily no dominant standing behind with a paddle as of yet so a bit of breathing space.

Today the house is a mess I am painting the kitchen so I do hope no one drops over. If they do I have to be polite and over them coffee or tea of course being a naked painter would mean that I would become a naked server for a while hmmm, could be fun but really trying to get this kitchen for Saturday as we have friends coming over then.

So off with the clothes and off to exercise and work what fun.

a good task to start with

An old style Hermit day is in store for me. I will be in slave mode for most of the day any from seven thirty till two. All lifestylers that show up at my door will be treated with respect and served accordingly. Yes same rules as before only a hand towel near the door for the vanillas.

Why? So that though I do not have a dominant to tell me to do so I wish to feel in slave mode not topping from the bottom but more a natural state and position in respect to others. Slaves in my opinion are the lowest of forms on the pecking list and when a slave can, they should exhibit this thus the reason I will be nice and as compliant as I can. Well we will see if by the end of the day I have not argued or sworn at some one or something. Now if I am to put this theory or thesis of mine to the test then being low man on the pecking list it means all others must be treated with respect as they were the slaves betters in the past in days of old so must they today! Hmmm I do wonder if trying this approach will make me feel more slave like behaviour or just build tension inside grovelling in that way for anyone who shows up.

Physically work for me today cleaning up the exercise area to complete part of my resolutions so the uniform of the day constructions boots and a birthday suit. Could be funny looking showing up to anser the door in a hand towel and constuction boots on but hey a slave has got to do some things he might not like to do. Just until the heavy work is done then lighter fair just shoes and a smile while I clean the living area.