Punishment, yes please

Punishment .




Seems to be a bad word in the lifestyle now a days. Punishment is a way of controlling others most of the submissive sought it out years ago when i started in the lifestyle Those that would punish for infractions Were cherished . It was a sweet torture they provided but that is what we wanted.



The word or title of play came into the scene as if punish was an evil or distasteful word. Now we are not allowed to break rules to be punished, now we must ask for a play session, to be beaten is a reward. i cannot be a brat or mischievous we must sub mitt .Where is the loss of control if we give it away ? Where is the strength of the dominant? Where is the fun?



Flight or orgasm is the reward for me . The fore play is the following of protocols made to cause you trouble trying to follow them. Which causes stimulations for me. The punishment, yes i said it again, seeing how much i can handle before i get my reward, the humiliation and embarrassment , the punishment contributes to flight and orgasm.



I find it fun to try and avoid punishment for as long as i can while teasing others in the lifestyle it makes it more intense and enjoyable .It is so much fun to drag my finger along the tigers cage. Wondering if i can pull my hand away before it is caught .So for me there is only punishment whether it is a sudden slap causing surprise at being caught for rudeness or planned spanking to allow the build up of suspense, before the release of all that pent up energy through punishment.



That is my $1.053 Canadian.

Embarrassment or humiliation for me is based on looking ridiculous, being forced to do things men do not usually do or being ridiculed. Along with degradation through being single out much like bullies do. Many ideas come to mind such as the use of spit  and water sports to further show the willingness to accept the treatment just in an attempt to satisfy a sexual need. How many times i would see some one picked on in high school and so wish to take their place.  Of course this never happened as i was bigger then the bullies if they had of know i would have meekly surrenders to their  demands. There was always some hanging out at the gate and would spit on the objects of their wrath during the winter it was snow balls or snow jobs which is where you are pushed into the snow then snow is kicked on you until you are covered. It gets every where down your shirt in your pants must have been horrible feeling getting one then having to go to class  but then again the feeling of it drying  would have made me day dream the day away .

SO my desire for humiliation might be the wish of such sensation or the desire to be a focal item singled out all the attention focused on me naked by the hand of my peers and degraded by their sweet torture. Made to do useless task just to prove they have the power to do so hm mm yep sounds like the lifestyle a bit does it not Sadists finding weak mined and exploiting their desires for their own benefits. Sounds like fun to me.

my opinion of course, oh did imention how embarassing it is to be naked and spanked in front of others  having to stay as still as possible because some one told you to no real force just the knowledge taht you enjoy it is used  against you because you desire teh treatment!!