Thoughts on Hermit days and slavery.

Thoughts on Hermit days and slavery.

I will say that years perhaps or realization of experience is slavery is an attention getting position. One must be told what to do when and even how at times. In my vanilla life, this would irk me but as a slave, I crave it. Being scolded is a form of attention after all the dominant is pay all the attention to you at that time. Every session or punishment you are the focus of it. Being naked in a room full of people dressed certainly qualifies. So I am an attention slut. A phrase coined by Syrah former dominant of mine. So now every argument I start to get into I wonder am I proving a point or seeking attention.

Hermit days I feel certainly are a cry for attention I will not stop them but I do realize what they are. As a matter of fact, I will enjoy them more as I know why I do the garage time or clean my house naked it is for the attention of discovery and what I will the payment for their silence be another form of attention. So naked I will be for ten to three hopefully and with nipples clamps and attached to the door twice in tht time frame what fun hope to see you all there.

OOps almost caught!

Well absolute fear when I was all truss up with clamps and bungee cords a car that I did not recognize pulled into the driveway. I in a state of panic the chance of discovery so close when they backed out and continued on their way. Relief and let down such an emotional swing occurred. Fantasies galore ran through my head. To be finally discovered caught my favourite fantasy the control being stripped away in seconds no coffee and discussion just the idea I had no choice no way out.

That will freed the desire for days Yes Virginia there just might be a Santa Claus yet!

A day too late or just a chicken

A knock on the door that came a day too late for hand towels. Now while I was naked it was not hermit time so I could chicken out when the knock came I asked who it was when he said Purolater I grabbed my house coat to cover the nipple clamps and the bell hanging from my balls.

Funny how brave I am when I know no one will be there but standing in the garage I saw the truck and hide till he pasted the garage door. Hmmm I wonder if that says anything about my being caught theory or if I have to be caught by surprise like really caught rather then to expose myself to ridicule on my terms.

I guess while I can plan these things the strength really comes from having a Dominant dictate them to me along with the idea that punishment would be handed out for chickening out.

SO I guess I really do need a Dominant to force slavery upon me not rely on my desires for embarrassment but those of another.

Sigh!

Hermit time yesterday

A nudist at heart, that I am I so enjoy my naked time yesterday. Besides The top half of me being seen by a neighbour who thinks I exercise in the garage so that is okay I doubt she saw the nipple clamps or perhaps she thinks it is a new product from Weider.

There is a feeling that skin gets when exposed to th elements that is almost as pleasurable as the pain in play sessions/ IT tightens and those of a certain age will appreciate skin tightening up. All the little hairs stand up and well at least I have all sort of energy when in that state. There is coolness to the touch a wild feeling that is almost like rubbing cold hands together to create warmth.

No visits yesterday I do not know if I could have handle any as the enjoyment was rather high. Every sound was magnified waiting for it to turn into a ring at the door or worse since I do not lock the doors it could have turned into an embarrassing exposure of kinds. Perhaps tomorrow when I have a few hours of Hermit time in the morning not long but enough to get the blood flowing.

AS of 8:15 am til 1: pm at least

Well it is official tomorrow will be my first Hermit day. in almost three years. For those that do not know that is a say where I try to spend the day naked to the point of only having a hand towel to answer the door in. Not many have caught me like this but ther eis one that seems to all the time. I would have just enjoyed the time quietly but since She has always went out of her way to verify my nakedness along with taking the time to embarrassed the hell out of me as she asked me to let her know when I started again well tomorrow is the day

SO if there are no cars in the driveway there are no clothes for me

Lucky so far!

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A Towel

Almost as good as being naked. The worry of it falling off at the wrong time while working is a thrill but it allows me a new way to experience Hermit time while others are around.
I have dismantled my den wearing only a towel. I have built my workshop in the garage wearing only a towel. I am able to clean my house in propriety for others yet enjoy the freedom and lack of feelings of clothes binding me in every way.

It is summer and since I am in and out of my pool there is no reason for anyone to pay attention that I am only wearing a towel. I swim everyday rain or sun so it is good so far. So now except for weekends and having to go out a towel is this slave’s outfit.

My workshop being in the garage is another place that gives me the thrill of nudity as I face away from the windows and it the towel falls well for a few seconds I am a cheeky devil hoping that the mail person might just be walking by and yes I do try to be in the garage around 11 when I can. Lol.

Now could be fun if the neighbours drop in for Tea (he he he evil grin). Perhpas I should offer a towel option for my cleaning services, every time I loose the towel I get spanked, better than that perhaps every time I loose the towel I would have to grasp my ankles and wait until spanked . all sorts of fun could be had let me count the ways! Hmmm I guess I would be a red ass cheeky devil then! Oh must run just enjoying my too many nasty thoughts of fun. Might have to write a story about towels now.