Rain and memories

Last night we had a rainstorm. It poured rained but with no wind. This brought back a memory of the first time I sat naked in the rain. At first I was going to in from the rain but I was alone at home, it was late at night and I wanted to see how long I could stand the cold rain on me. The first drops stung with cold. As my body became covered in the rain I felt extremely good and you cold say at one with nature. I stayed there for about fifteen minutes till the rain stopped. I had often thought that I would take soap next time and see if I could wash and rinse just to see what type of predicament I could put myself into, but the opportunity has never presented itself again a shame but a great memory.

I then went on to other memories, the first session specifically the first spanking by my past Dominants. How they started how they first touched me. Each so individual at the task of hitting my ass, it is astonishing that such a task could have so many variations. They all had a twist of held their hand differently. What weapons they used next on me the sensation of their touch, the control they had on me at that moment in time. The wild thing about getting a new dominant is that I almost feel like a virgin with them.

Bondage also is different with each of those I have played with. How they pull the ropes. Penetration is another the strap-on used how they use them sensual or to punish fast or slow and deep. So many memories all from a rain storm.

Nair again will I!

My first experience with Nair was good it remove the hair and did not cause me any troubles so I decided to try it further and see what it could do.

Male anatomy at least the sexual part is expose to rubs by pants, underwear it protrudes the frame of the body so it gets touched. If you are circumcised it Is a little more desensitized. So after seeing a Master of sexual Kung fu pull a p-47 mustang plane with his penis I decided that all parts of the male are of course not as sensitive as what lies betwixt a female leg. So I went slaphappy you could say.

I applied a good layer on testicles, penis and above to cover most of the pubic hair. Then of course I applied it to my ass cheeks and between them. I waited the five minutes like last time and then took a cloth to remove the cream and hair. Starting with the hair closest to my stomach I notice the effect was not as good as last time. I gave a concentrated rub on that area then took my time with the testicles and penis hoping the results would be better.

The best area was where the leg and torso met that was smooth. All this time and I sort of forgot about my ass more importantly between my ass cheeks. When I did get around to it the effect was great not a hair but there was a feeling of abrasion. No never mind till I hopped into the shower. I now realize that the area between the cheeks do not get rubber or touch as much as the other parts of me. You know the warning on the side of the box yep it can be true. Parts between my cheeks danced with fire as the water hit it.

Now I was shocked at first at the pain but it is very much like a good paddling followed by a spray of alcohol. Well maybe a little more intense. So have you ever tried to pat dry in between your cheeks? SO there I was standing in my bathroom with a towel protruding from my ass cheeks. I also made the mistake of applying a moisturizing cream to the area which caused a burn all of it’s own. Powder a much wiser idea and not gold bold powder thank you very much.

Now I am sitting here enjoying a lovely warm burn and wondering how long it will last and when can I use Nair again.

warm ups

Funny thing warm ups are. Most of us will say we last longer if we are warmed up before a session. We say it is more a punishment then a session with out a warm up. A friends of mine, Sir does not warm anyone up . He uses the same force on the stroke as on the last well not always but you get my drift.

His sub did complain about this but he just continued on his way. I always thought it was a bit nasty. But is it not supposed to hurt when a paddle is applied to your ass. Is it not the essential think in a slave / Master relation that the slave get the nasty end of the stick. I remember my first spanking was done on a dare with a young lady who went to town on my ass to prove a point. She did not warm me up and I can recall the sensation and the sex in minute detail. Yet when asked I will always say I last longer if I am warmed up. Perhaps there is two problems I should not be asked and so what if I fly in fifteen minutes the dominants can just wait around till I am back on earth and start again.

Some thing to be said about no warm ups!

a delicious present

In my tine of contemplation I have forgotten to acknowledge one of my birthday presents from my friends Sir and morningstar. As they know me well they presented me with a wooden tool best be known as an impaling instrument. It is coned shapes rather wide with a handle on one end and a point on the other.

When I received it I laughed thinking that no one human or at least that wish to keep some control on their anus muscles could insert this fully into them. I suggested the handle may be. Well no the handle either. It is wide but a little short the old cheeks do not spread wide enough so they force the handle from really entering. Especially when twisted around trying to hold the handle and the cheeks apart. So an idea is to use the pointy end and gage how well I do by mark it with a pen or marker.

Great idea if I was a contortionist. Trying to push a cone shape in and keep it there is one thing now imagine doing all that and trying to drawing a line to show where you got to. Let me tell you that if you need a good work out forget about crunches or cardio just try this for five minutes. I ended up with my anus having black lips and very little on the cone. I had covered it in plastic for my try so it remains virgin from marks I how ever have and interesting feeling in my anus.

I did finally finish my decorative chain thong wish gives an interesting sensation to one with hair down there. Chain while looking nice catches and pulled on long hair so movement can come with a surprise especially around the anus such a delight when those hairs are pulled unexpectedly.

Delicous sensation

I was in my work shop and fooling around with a new paddle I was trying to fit together. I have not had much time to make any toys let alone play with them so it felt good. I was finally successful fitting the blade of a paddle into it's handle, the old expression of large things into small holes came to mind. I put two screws in to hold it in place then was going to glue the leather back on when I decides to try it out. Why finish some thing if it would not be strong enough. A paddle and a hand are little competition so it needed to be on cheeks. A friend that I usually ask him to try out my new designs on his slave was not around and well I could not resist.

The house was quiet, so I dropped my pants and gave it a try. Not hard far less hard then if it was wielded by some one else. It had sting to it. I made sure by trying it on the other cheek and then pulled up my pants. That is when I felt that lovely after glow in my cheeks. It was so nice I had not felt that in such a long time. That warm sensation when the perfect stroke is delivered. The one that makes you just want so many more. Through this I have discovered a few things the first is my ass has not been spanked in such a long time that it is like one that is virgin to the paddle with all the sensations of a newbie. There is a perfect stroke the one that is a perfect balance between pleasure and pain it all depends on the situation and the sensation. That thisis some thing that I miss.