Routines

The other day i wrote my definition of ritual and protocols. My ritual for the past eight years has been i got up between four and five in the morning ate breakfast by six and started my day . When i miss waking up or my breakfast is delayed for reasons like i am going out for breakfast i find that i am out of sorts. I have never been one to write things in stone but after a while your ritual or routine becomes inbred. Mine allow me to prepared for the day ahead it allows enough time to ground myself but not too long so that i formulate too many plans or ideas on what should happen in the day.




Equally so the ritual that i have set for myself allows me to be in the proper mindset or what i feel it to be for a slave. I have now been able to keep my New years resolution so far as i know. It has developed over the months and now is pretty entrenched. Friends came over for coffee and i was not in the mindset . I had gotten pressed i am usual either naked or wearing some fashion of women's apparel. This day i finished  early as all my tasks had finisehed a while before they arrived. We had a pleasant conversation and coffee it was fun but i did not feel right out of sorts you could say perhaps the ritual was not followed of opening the door and being dressed or undressed in slave attire that the rest of the day was strange. The routine of coffee started some time ago a routine or rituals had be entrenched.



When i miss on a routine or ritual it does affect me the order is missing and that affects me now did not used to i can only put it down to the routine i instilled of being in slave mode every weekday cause i have noticed that my weekends are feeling funny also.