A computer virus took me down for a while but allowed me to think onseveral things one thing is the following:
A lovely thought . being forced into giving head or being buggered has always been a desire of mine going way back. So has the humiliting idea of being tied up and spat upon and urinated upon. Having my mouth held open to receive the spittle and urine equally erotic for me . To have a man to it it increases the humilitaion, have a man do it to me infront of women and men priceless.
So is it the humiliating aspect of it that intices me or repressed homosexual desires?
In the past my fantasies of men have been of competitors or rivals . The idea that a rival did this to me would give them a great power over me The idea that i could be outed was wonderful. Again was it because of the humiliation or of being with strong men?
Any thoughts on the matter?
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