Hard limits and things

Limits are a funny thing. we insist upon them yet we crave more/ i have a few hard limits but i entered in a contract with Sir and Miss that said anyting not in the contract was free game . So today i got a message to tape up mu balls and penis and keep it that way until all the house chores were done. Miss was not there with a a bigger punishment in hand if i did not comply and i did without grumbling as in my contract i said i was their sto do what they wnated to except thehard limts. Duct tape was not a hard limit neither was where the application was to take place. My balls and penis. let me tellyou it hurt to remove if Sir had been there and removed it as i have seen him do well theleast i would have fainted the mose i would have have skin graphs on my testicles and penis head. Painful as all hell and would not recommend it for anyone. Humiliating well imagine a grown man sitting on the toilet slowly pulling strip of his testicle all most on the verge of tears. But that is what i wanted to loose control to push limits to see if i could get caught.

What is humiliation and why do i like it i cannot tell you is it something in my childhood. Is it easier to deal with getting caught and scolded than to be good and have not attention paid to you. i just love the feeling when Miss describes how small i am yes i would like to run away but i stand there and take it. Or when she is laughing dripping hot wax or beating my balls i hate it and love it all at the same time.She does not have to be angry or threaten she just tells me what to do and i love it.

She told me to tape my balls and i did and tomorrow if she tells me a again i would again but i might think of offering up one of my hard limits in exchange for not having my balls taped. Like needle play i hate it but depending on how sore my balls are i might. i know she enjoys it .At any time i can say no i am bigger than then i am bot held captive against my will they have not brainwashed me i do it because it give me pleasure to do so . Well okay yes i am strange.it is just oo much fun to loose control to see how far i will go and so far i feel very comfortable if i am thinking of giving needle play to Sir and Miss

i have offered anything but scat,, animals , underage, non consensual, needle or penile insertions of any kind that is one way out. No permantat marks or alteratins, breathe play or full mask and gags. Other than that they own the rights to do what they what and they own my body. SO you see the spectrum is rather large for them and very easy for me i do what i am told . And really anything i am told to do i wouldn't if i didn't wanna but i do so i will even being humiliated because of size and and other inadequacies it is fun . SO much ore to explore so little time. Ohif you think they are nasty and not caring well when they had my ass suspended in the air and Sir was beating my ass and Miss was dripping hot wax on my balls everyone was laughing they were having fun and laughing at me and i was laughing at me. Now to finish a little gift for Miss a penis and ball flogger think she will like it?

On a side note my eyes right now are not so good an injury not related to the lifestyle and will take some time to heal so ther might be spelling mistakes i am sure if you leave a comment on what the error was and your suggestion for a task or punishment to helppcorrect thei issue perhaps Miss might just take you up on the suggestions either way would be humiliating to me and there fore fun !.