There was a time when i hid behind titles

When asked what i was i would say a dom to show it was to show that i was not weak. Then it was a switch because i haad the needs of a slave but lack the courage to say i was a slave. Now the desire and i guess the number of years has gien me strength to admit it. I love to be the low man on the pole i love the humiliation of it and the pain. Not ebing able to argue instead jsut saying yes and giving over the control. the pictues i posted even in slave mode were ones of strenght . In chains or suffering through a punishment always could claim a manly appearance.

Now to be display as less then adequate is enjoyable . Little panties or ordered into a dress or other ridicules outfit a sours of degrading humiiatioin and enjoyment . So yes i think my days as a dom might be over adn for that matter the idea of manly is too now i am just a slave waiting to be told what to do so that i please my superiors which at this time is anyone who wishes to take the time to show just how much stronger than i that they are.

To the point that Tuesday i ws invited for supper by friends in the life style wo knew me only as a Dom. WHen they found out i had to cook dinner stand and serve them then clean up it.  They spent the evening ridiculing my abillity as a dom then drove me home with a threat of how much fun they will have next time. They are writing their house rules now and wondering how they can take me away for a weekend of their pleasure.

I see them rarely but look forward to the next visit.

So there you have it and for those that still think it is  a phase i am giong through well i am a slave and i enjoy being abused .