my first punishment was the writing of lines with a twist. I had to write lines bent over a dining table with Sir beating my ass with the punishment stick. At first i wxpected a constant barrage of whacks. What came was anitcipation of the stroke. I had to write taht i would cc all emails to Sir. He delivered the stroke just after the cc for the first 8 strokes. then varied it so slightly that i had relaxed from the anticipation and now wonder when it was coming.
Now as far as my mind wandering after the punishment while i was cleaning well when i get punished it is over with the stinging ass was a nice tidy pain but it was comforting almostand my mind wondered into all sorts of places when i was cleaning.
i view punishments as a nesicary evil and would if i had the choice not include them in any part of my life . One does need discipline and truly this is the only way to re-enforce it with me
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All that said i had a great day on Sunday with Sir and Miss
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