Contracts

They are a funny thing . Everyone tells you that a contract is a must even with friends . A listing of yes and no what will be done what can be done . When it comes to friends i feel funny saying this is what i want this is what i am willing to do. When i sub i try to do so with the least complications to the Dominant. After all i am supposed to be in a position of trust with the Dominant and if i trust then what is the need for a contract? trust has at times put me in a position where i am accept more than i should . This shows it self even more with friends. i do not want to disappoint yes that is the brat saying that . If i do have to say no it is a disappointment for me also a failure. i was recently told to duct tape my cock and balls and did so. Even with a cheat of some oil the tape very well applied by me if i do say so, when i started to peel it off the head of the penis it was excruciating. i watch as what seemed like cells of skin were stretched to the point of ripping. Then not knowing what to experience the joy that the skin stayed on or the pain of the tape almost riping the skin off. Did i tell my Dominant, well sort of in a joking sort of way.

So when asked for a hard limits list i put it on . Of course when Miss realized what i had done well lets say i have not heard the last from her on this i am sure. I had 49 items for a what i think a slave should be this was a lot. i have shaved off some and i am waiting approval of my list so the finale number might change. So this brings me back to the trust issue sometimes i trust too much and i would guess the contract is a good thing.

i have noticed in the first draft of the contract a word has appeared. One the Miss refrained form using before . the word punishment has been introduce after almost every protocol and rule i do not mind it being there or not it is just funny to see it in print . i hope not to feel it too often.

Just some thoughts on contracts most likely to have more once i get the final copy.